dear friend
i dun really know how i shld go about talking about it.
i tot recently i am drained enough that i tot it is impossible to get worse. but somehow, somewhere, things must happen in a way that strike you when you are at your weakest.
a close friend, a person whom i know will really listen and care if i ever look for him, has juz passed away.
seriously, there are many things i would like to write about him. but, i m at a loss of words now.
i was searching thru my piles of letters/greeting cards. among them there is one that he wrote for me in 2001. i also recalled a very long conversation with him at costa sands resort pasir ris, whereby we talked many things about choir and ourselves. reading it and thinking back, somehow i feel that i've not been that great a senior afterall in these few years. there is little i can do now actually. but human are always like this. we kept reminding each other that we should appreciate each other, what we have, protect them, and it will be too late once you really lose it. but how many of us have really done so? and the fault being? the pressure of life that disgusting alter priority of what is really important? or the ignorant feel that loss is something that will not materialise?
he is a person with far too many thoughts, likes to push himself over his real limits, a large amount of pessismism, and a person who is willing to take large amount of personal sacrifice for others and choir. he is a person who always tries to lighten up the mood, tells lame jokes, takes good care of his juniors, but keeps all the sad things to himself.
whatever it is, i've lost a friend forever. and consonance has lost a permanent supporter forever too.
the only 2 things that i am glad now are, his passing is probably not due to any of his pessimism, and that he will be deeply missed by many friends who have had the opportunity to know him well.
i tot recently i am drained enough that i tot it is impossible to get worse. but somehow, somewhere, things must happen in a way that strike you when you are at your weakest.
a close friend, a person whom i know will really listen and care if i ever look for him, has juz passed away.
seriously, there are many things i would like to write about him. but, i m at a loss of words now.
i was searching thru my piles of letters/greeting cards. among them there is one that he wrote for me in 2001. i also recalled a very long conversation with him at costa sands resort pasir ris, whereby we talked many things about choir and ourselves. reading it and thinking back, somehow i feel that i've not been that great a senior afterall in these few years. there is little i can do now actually. but human are always like this. we kept reminding each other that we should appreciate each other, what we have, protect them, and it will be too late once you really lose it. but how many of us have really done so? and the fault being? the pressure of life that disgusting alter priority of what is really important? or the ignorant feel that loss is something that will not materialise?
he is a person with far too many thoughts, likes to push himself over his real limits, a large amount of pessismism, and a person who is willing to take large amount of personal sacrifice for others and choir. he is a person who always tries to lighten up the mood, tells lame jokes, takes good care of his juniors, but keeps all the sad things to himself.
whatever it is, i've lost a friend forever. and consonance has lost a permanent supporter forever too.
the only 2 things that i am glad now are, his passing is probably not due to any of his pessimism, and that he will be deeply missed by many friends who have had the opportunity to know him well.
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