shift work

it can be rather tiring to work for the 12-hr shift fab attachment. reaching office at 8:30, i officially start work at 9am and work till 9:30pm at night. the day is super long, and being in fab means i have to be in smock. and being in smock means my nose will be completely covered by the mask, and makes breathing a little bit difficult and irritating. and in fab, i have to stand all the time, cos space is limited, and there isn't an extra chair around for the trainee.

so a good combinations of these factors, makes the shift work especially tiring. plus the fact that i slept at 2am in the morning yesterday makes the whole experience for the day even more exhausting. therefore, it really takes an huge amount of effort to do anything extra after work. am juz not sure if making the effort is worth it afterall, esp if it may be perceived of not being enough. and what is more sickening is, after reaching back home i still have to do a little bit of my report for the attachment. haiiz, tiring.

been loading myself with quite a few things recently, and fully occupying whatever remaining time i have after work. for one example, i have juz applied for a S$1.3k exam named CFA level 1. until now, i am still not fully sure if it will ever comes into picture for my job searching.... but let's juz hope it will not be a waste of my money eventually bah. 1.3k to me is a very large sum now. it simply reduces what i have scrimp and save for the past mth to almost nothing.

the best thing that i can look forward to for the rest of the week is.... ITZ MY REST DAY FROM WEDNESDAY TILL SATURDAY!!!!

but on sunday, we will be back to "there we go again. same old shit again" (sing in tune when marching in army)