i am having shitty feeling about the upcoming concert

one and half month's more before the concert day arrives.

how prepared are we? fuck... we've not finish learning all our repertoire yet.

lousy attendance, lotsa things not done, lack of direction... lotsa deadlines to be met. it seems like we are doing things simply for the sake of completing them, thatz all. plus the meaningless things that propped out between people.

will we pull it thru again? juz like what we've been doing all the time? but, do we just want to pull it thru? for so many years, we've juz been pulling things thru.

again, times of uncertainty. i guess i have to make some decisions after the event.