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Tuesday, July 18, 2006

i've got good news

itz been some time since i last posted. not very long, but still a good 10 days.

anyway, i've got some good news again!! this time round, itz good news to myself only though.

i am ending my internship earlier. a good one whole week earlier. damn happy siah. although that also means i will be getting $200 less, but i get one whole good week of time for myself. i think i need a rest. the whole of this holiday has been quite busy.... and hey! what holiday? itz not a holiday at all.

i've been quite taxed in working. gotta get up early in the morning, and only to reach home at around 7pm after work. actually, working wouldn't be that bad if not because i am really doing mundane stuffs. moreover, prior to reservist, i had to put aside some of my already miserable little time for some physical training. after my reservist, i am still putting aside some time to do some training. would like to keep fit.

i've also started to give tuition. that took another half day away from my weekend. i needed some time to revise my material in o lvl too. they are quite foreign to me now, even though i was pretty good in them when i was 16. seemingly, i am more stupid at 24.

other than that, i also got quite a few choir stuffs to cope with. here and there, there are a few things to rush. rush is okay, but rush when i dun know how to do them is quite jiat lat.

on top of that, got FYP stuffs. well, although i am not paying a lot a lot of attention to it, but it still bothers me a bit here and there sometimes. but anyway, i've more or less made a decision already, even though i think that might not be exactly a good one. but fuck lah... think so much oso lidat. i'm not god. everything got itz good and bad points. i cannot predict the future, so juz fuck it.

here and there, there are other miscellaneous shit to attend to. thatz why i felt a bit deprived of time. i felt quite tired last week, but i still have to churn out the sponsorship letters. but i have to admit, i slacked a bit here and there. but i also have to say, i did my best in writing those letters. understand i have limited language capability. also understand that i dun normally draft such letters. i've to do some internet research and read other's guide.

but i guess i've got some rest on sunday and yesterday. sunday, i slacked whole day man. read comics, and sleep a lot. i wanted to read some of my seniors fyps, and also read some a maths stuffs. but in the end, i could not resist the temptation to a good rest. i think the only constructive stuffs i did is doing a final consolidation to the sponsorship letters and uploading them to yanhong bah. yesterday was a good day too, cos i've been allowed to leave earlier for my internship, and also catch up with my jc OG friends. itz been probably close to a year since i last meet them bah. at least half a year.

sometimes i wonder, why was i even that close to them in the first place. my jc og was quite a tight one. however, as time goes, the whole og left only the 4 of us still in close contact. thatz actually surprising, cos i am within the loop. judging from my character now, i am pretty "cold". i seldom go out, or ask past friends to meet up anymore. i probably was more "happening" last time. i guessed i've really changed a lot, after so many years.

anyway, long post already.

i am very happy i get to leave earlier for my internship!!! really very happy leh!! left only 1.5 weeks more to go!

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