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Friday, May 19, 2006

i never have though that VIP will be like this...

i may be a 4.9, but nowhere in my fucking brain i would have thought that my VIP will be this muthafucking slack. chee bye... slack until i cannot take it. slack until i fuck care and play minesweeper outwardly, dun care kanna discovered or not. slack until i have to ask for work, and not be given any. slack until i voluntarily walk out of office and help out in factory work. slack until i go fix spoilt printer. slack until i can read their excel files and scrutinised mistakes in them. slack until i can learn new excel functions. slack until i dozed off.....

what the fuck!?!?

next week i will be reattached back to the purchasing department. hopefully this time round, they will give me something to do. sai gang oso can. chee bye... otherwise how to pass 9 hrs? especially i wakes up at 0545 to go the muthafucking Jalan Ahmad Ibrahim.

i promised i will never forget this roadname man... even when i forget my army enlistment and ORD date, i will not forget this roadname. it gave me a shock of my life man last sem.

anyway, as a round up, i juz read some kaobei kaobu from another person's blog. quite an old post but i haven't been reading much recently cos my laptop were down, and i gotta sleep early. anyway, itz human nature to like to say good things about themselves, and kaobei kaobu the rest of the world are in the wrong. i'll do exactly the same too. though no names were mentioned, and a lot of other people are involved, i shall make an informal reply here, whether or not this reply will reach the intended personnel (anyway, i read it on a blog, so i shall reply on my blog). all in all, i dun feel i owe her anything, and i think i still did more than the rest of them. at least i got read, i got prepare, and i got think and write my part. i even have to help other people think, teach and reorganise their parts. that includes teaching and correcting her mistakes. when did anyone bother to teach me how to write mine? so, i think i did my fair share. there are people who did zero, and other who only vet (i shall hold my opinion whether any vetting was done in the end.) so if a particular gal wants to point finger at me, so be it. in all ways, i dun feel any conscience-pricked. who wants to take advantage of who remains to be known. i've never asked anyone to do anything.

so far, the people whom i feel i owe them are my father and mother, my brothers, a few close friends
, my former choir friends, and the current consonance. these are the people whom i will make sacrifices willingly, whether or not is there any returns. out of these grps, then it depends. of cos even within these grps, for some i will be willing to give more, while for some, less. but i can assure you, for those whom i said more, it will be more than you think.

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