feeling........

bored.

nothing much to do. chinese new year is juz 40 mins away. tv showing stupid variety.

tried studying but no mood. one whole day read 3 pages of textbook. feeling like a loser studying during CNY.

a bit sianz seeing other pple enjoying themselves in sep. feeling a bit regretted not taking up the penn state sep when given a chance. but i oso noe if i go, i might not feel that fantastic either, knowing i m spending so much of my parents money. i've grown quite out of taking their money.

feel like slacking. but i know even though my cap is fucking high and i m fucking safe in my first class, there is no way i can fully slack down. cos i know i will feel like shit if my result really turn out to be like shit. call it a man's pride and ego. esp for me. am quite a competitive person. esp in areas i know i m far better than anyone else.

feel like touring. want to see the world. want to go traveling. but still in the midst of deciding whether to go for VIP. got quite a good VIP chance.

feel like going to watch movie. but dun feel like asking pple along. then lazy oso. cny eve shldn't do such things oso. haha... now like wasting time away like that. feel like fuck.

consonance oso like dunnoe what... haiiz....

anyway, happy chinese new year.

oh, got one good thing though. received 2 ang baos liaoz. one from my parents, one from my brother. the one that got married one. feeling weird receiving ang bao from them. hahaha.....