few of the things that irritated me
not in the order of severity....
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1) i missed my show. that was the final episode.
2) the fucking workload is coming in... and i've realised i m too slack and not really catching up. however, i am still slacking and not willing to catch up. this kinda discrepancy irritates me cos it is putting tension on the already strained me.
3) i m not born to take up the shit others left behind.
4) my HR project seemingly is like a piece of shit. hand that up, and all 5 of us probably are going to be goners.
5) i m not born to make all decisions, take up full responsibility for project and workload, or to make people happy. so what if my cap is high? that doesn't mean a shit. i hate to be taken for granted, or to be used. dun expect too much from me and that's an ultimatum. i will fulfil my responsibility but that is not the whole project.
6) i've missed many movies cos lack of time due to many things to do, and i not doing them. i've not watched brokeback mountain, munich, and final destination 3.
7) busybody irritates me. dun like kiasi and kiasu people.
8) i hate parrots, posers, "kings" and etc. if u are not that good, dun act like you are.
9) i hate people who thinks i m joking when i am muthafucking serious. when i said i dun think i do well, i meant it. when i said i dun understand a shit, i meant it. when i said i m stressed or i dun deserved a certain grade, i meant it. when i said high cap doesn't mean high calibre, i meant it. if in the end i did better than what i expected, dun come telling me "aiyah u always said that, in the end oso do so well. i dun believe u anymore." if thatz the case, dun come asking me questions or complaining to me either. and, if i've done well in the end, it doesn't mean i know my stuffs or i m clever. why dun u consider that it might simply means u are stupid, and simply really clueless about the module?
10) when i say i dunnoe, it is either i really dunnoe or i m not sure if my understanding is correct or not. there is no point for me trying to crap something up to humor you. like i said, i m not born to make u happy. dun come and give me the look like i m not willing to share and being fucking selfish. once i see that, even if i noe i wun fucking tell u. of cos, that brings me to a third possibility. if i dun share, it might simply mean i really dun like you. in all 3 senses, it will be better for you to juz go away.
last point for the day
11) when i say i dun want to do something, i mean i dun want to do something. i dun fucking owe u a living or explanation. i m not your slave or anything. i might not even consider myself as a friend of yours. if i've responded to your plea or helped u before, take it and feel grateful or heng or lucky or watever. if i dun respond, take it the same way too.
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these are juz a few things that i've been irritated with for the past week, or past few weeks, or long ago but i still remember. some of the points are written with a few individual or a few groups of people in mind. some are written in a general direction. some are very irritating while some are close to inconsequantial to me.
i think i seldom write such stuffs like above. normally i juz keep it to myself or randomly tells a few person.
watever it is, maybe it is good to let others know what a muthafucker person i m too.
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1) i missed my show. that was the final episode.
2) the fucking workload is coming in... and i've realised i m too slack and not really catching up. however, i am still slacking and not willing to catch up. this kinda discrepancy irritates me cos it is putting tension on the already strained me.
3) i m not born to take up the shit others left behind.
4) my HR project seemingly is like a piece of shit. hand that up, and all 5 of us probably are going to be goners.
5) i m not born to make all decisions, take up full responsibility for project and workload, or to make people happy. so what if my cap is high? that doesn't mean a shit. i hate to be taken for granted, or to be used. dun expect too much from me and that's an ultimatum. i will fulfil my responsibility but that is not the whole project.
6) i've missed many movies cos lack of time due to many things to do, and i not doing them. i've not watched brokeback mountain, munich, and final destination 3.
7) busybody irritates me. dun like kiasi and kiasu people.
8) i hate parrots, posers, "kings" and etc. if u are not that good, dun act like you are.
9) i hate people who thinks i m joking when i am muthafucking serious. when i said i dun think i do well, i meant it. when i said i dun understand a shit, i meant it. when i said i m stressed or i dun deserved a certain grade, i meant it. when i said high cap doesn't mean high calibre, i meant it. if in the end i did better than what i expected, dun come telling me "aiyah u always said that, in the end oso do so well. i dun believe u anymore." if thatz the case, dun come asking me questions or complaining to me either. and, if i've done well in the end, it doesn't mean i know my stuffs or i m clever. why dun u consider that it might simply means u are stupid, and simply really clueless about the module?
10) when i say i dunnoe, it is either i really dunnoe or i m not sure if my understanding is correct or not. there is no point for me trying to crap something up to humor you. like i said, i m not born to make u happy. dun come and give me the look like i m not willing to share and being fucking selfish. once i see that, even if i noe i wun fucking tell u. of cos, that brings me to a third possibility. if i dun share, it might simply mean i really dun like you. in all 3 senses, it will be better for you to juz go away.
last point for the day
11) when i say i dun want to do something, i mean i dun want to do something. i dun fucking owe u a living or explanation. i m not your slave or anything. i might not even consider myself as a friend of yours. if i've responded to your plea or helped u before, take it and feel grateful or heng or lucky or watever. if i dun respond, take it the same way too.
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these are juz a few things that i've been irritated with for the past week, or past few weeks, or long ago but i still remember. some of the points are written with a few individual or a few groups of people in mind. some are written in a general direction. some are very irritating while some are close to inconsequantial to me.
i think i seldom write such stuffs like above. normally i juz keep it to myself or randomly tells a few person.
watever it is, maybe it is good to let others know what a muthafucker person i m too.
posted by Falcon Greylord at 12:03 PM
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