the test would have been easy if question 1 was phrased properly. na bei. i took more than 30 mins to decipher what she wants from question 1... then cos of question 1 it made me very jittery when i was solving question 2.... ta ma de...
from an quite easy test to a killer paper.... sianz!!! now, hope i can get 27/35 bah...
yanhong's chinese orchestra concert. decent concert. quite "xia dao" yesterday when junhong told us that she paid the tickets for us and dun want to take back the money. blur diaoz. so in the end, we decided to give a gift back to her lor. xianghong went forth to buy the gift. itz a nice white zara jacket. quite cool.
at UCC there, saw ruijie. haha... but since she was talking to her friends, i did not go forward and say harlow to her. then, the funny thing is, we saw her at clementi MRT station when we are going home! sibei geiyan... me and zhengchang make big actions to get her attention (she was on the other side of the platform), and eventually, she did notice us. only managed to say bye bye since our train arrived.
and now, i m typing away... and this kinda marks my doom next week. 4 tests. tuesday, thursday, friday and saturday. i haven't study a single shit yet.... think going to die liaoz. haiiz.... this sem i think i really managed to heck care my work.
kinda good... and kinda bad too. but nmd... at least i m enjoying my life now. not like last few sems... chee bye. keep studying keep studying... other than mugging then itz choir.
"I want somebody to share, share the rest of life Share my innermost thoughts, know my intimate details Someone who'll stand by my side, and give my support And in return, she'll get my support She will listen to me, when i want to speak About the world we living, and life in general Though my views may be wrong, they may even be perverted She'll hear me out, and won't easily be converted To my way of thinking In fact she'll often disagree But at the end of it all, she'll understand me Aaaahhhhh....
I want somebody who cares, for me passionately With every thoughts, and with every breadth Someone who'll help me see things, in a different light All the things I detest, I will almost like I don't want to be tied, to anyone's strings I'm carefully trying to steer clear of those things But when I'm asleep, I want somebody Who will put their arms around me and kiss me tenderly Though things like this, make me sick In a case like this, I'll get away with it Aaaahhhhh...."
yesterday, i suddenly missed this song very much. I first re-heard this in Julius's car when we were going to orchard to watch Fearless. Then yesterday, this song suddenly came to my mind. Missed it very much.
I used to listen to this song when i walked to NYJC every morning when i was still in JC. I played this song for quite a period of time. The singer has a very good vocal, and it touched me deeply whenever i played this song. Until today, i still like it very much.
I missed the days when i can stroll to school every morning. The tranquility in the morning, and listening to music playing from my disc man and headphone.... such a pleasure. No stress, no complications. Every thing is simple, and beautiful.
i juz realised my managerial accounting midterm test is 50 MCQs in 60 mins.... wa kaoz! only 1min and 12 seconds per question... i've not done so many MCQs in 1 hr i think since i entered NUS. wa kaoz! where got time to think lidat? and i got no time to do a proper revision... so i probably need to think a lot before i can get the answers. hahaha... hong gan. closed book somemore.
gotten back my QE II test.... sucks. got 6/10, though most others get 6/10 too. i still dun think some of my answers are wrong. i think the lecturer is simply juz crapping it off. he agreed with me that there are implicit assumptions which wasn't mentioned in the question, and without that assumption we cannot use the given model. and, he still give the choice (MCQ question) "d. Not enough information provided" but dun accept that as the answer. ta ma de.
nus school fee hike. they all kao bei kao bu until like that. in the end, nothing changed. singaporean simply likes to kao bei for the sake of kao bei. look at the forum. how many meaningless posts are there? undergrad, but some of them dun use their brains before speaking. i wonder why. i have to agree though, that there are some insightful comments, but relatively few. probably oso because i never really go read them. read a few, then all are pure complaints, and it gets so boring. some of them kaobei that NUSSU is useless. i was thinking, why don't these pple go ahead and take over NUSSU? i shall jolly well see what they can do. another funny thing. many pple kaobei school fee hike, and never tell us first. then, have a dialogue session. after the dialogue session? school fee still going to rise, and they still never tell us much. but pple happy liaoz. hahahaha.... what a farnie joke. i think NUS is juz playing along with us.
pple, if u all really want to see changes, make NUS "legalise" the fact to inform us such stuffs before going ahead with decisions. put it in the constitution or somewhere. make NUS reveal plans for future, maybe 5-year plan. how money will be used, how the rising costs is affecting NUS, how is NUS going to make it a better place for us, what facilities going to be upgraded and when? then those that are concerned can go read them. but i doubt anyone will scrutinise them. singaporean mah. only when things happened then they kaobei.
back to my boring academic life. next week shack. 4 tests in a week. dunnoe how to survive, esp when i m not studying.
tml choir. heard from zhiwei got new juniors coming to join us. wanted to skip the prac to do a lot of my overdued stuffs... but i think cos of the 2 new juniors, i shall heck my test revisions. anyway, modules this sem quite easy.
this is the sem which i have the least motivation to work siah....
even midterm tests and quizzes i m not even really studying for them.... think this sem is a goner.
i am really super unmotivated leh... why???!? not only in studies... but with many other things too. fuck up siah... this sem, i cannot really find myself a reason to work hard. things that i studied in nus doesn't stick with me... so even if i take the attitude of wanting to learn smthing, itz hard too cos i know jolly well that i will only be able to learn them this sem thatz all. once this sem passed, whatever i've learned will be unlearned. sickening siah... this kinda feeling damn shitty. spend so much effort and turned out not having them internalised entirely. even my stats. i cannot really remember stuffs on regression and DOE liaoz. only more of the technical stuffs. less of the real analytical knowledge.
sad. thatz why i always say i m not clever. this is about as good as i can be. i dun think i m stupid. i m smart, and very exam smart actually too. but i m not clever.
motivation is an important factor to keep one moving. academic stuffs aside. i hope pple in consonance are still motivated.
QE test will either be very good or very bad. i chose the less common answers for my mcqs... different from others one. but i have reasons for those choices i made though...
Monday - Quality Engineering II Midterm Test Tuesday - Mangarial Accounting Tutorial Presentation Wednesday - Tuition Thursday - Living With Mathematics Midterm Test Friday - Finance Quiz I
wa lan eh.... at first i tot this friday start midterm break. fucking hell... never. if i never realise this fact on time, i will be missing the first fucking quiz. sibei heng ah....
my next few movies will be Brokeback Mountain and Munich. am still thinking whether shld i go watch I Not Stupid Too... but dun think worth it. waste time and money. oh, Final Destination 3 looks cool too.
nOthiNg rEallY inTerEstinG aBt me....
a mUgger in nUS, a loNer in liFe, a cHoiristEr in mY alUmnI cHoiR...
oH, smThing to bE prOuD of mYselF, cuRRent CAP 4.9...wiLL conTinUe to uPdatE thIs in tHe fUtUre.
bTw, i dId thIs blOg juZ foR fUn oNly...WannA kNoW hOw thIs workS...
oH...aNd aNothEr btW, i'vE reAllY baD gRamMer...so iF u R noT haPpY wiTh it, pLs sTop reAdinG n clOsE yoUr wiNdoW...dUn agoNisE uRselF...
