last week was a stressful week... though most pple say only week 2 mah, what so stressful abt? but comon, if u are in my shoes, you will say it differently liaoz. this sem is the toughest sem i had so far... and i m not the only one that thinks so. everyone thinks so.

even zhanghua (CAP 5 last sem) thinks this sem toughest.
johnny thinking of dropping his Japanese language cos he thinks it getting too tough to cope with 6 modules this sem.
daniel stressed with no knowing how to do tutorials.

sianz... started to stay back in school till around 11pm liaoz. partly because i cannot concentrate very well. mind keep drifting away. i realised my concentration span has been dwinding since first year sem 1.

staying in ISE lab has itz good and bad points. itz actually quite a good place to study. and there are computers for me to use, so i dun even need to bring my laptop to school. i only brought it to school only once ever sem started. itz quiet, and not a lot of pple.

but precisely that itz such a quiet place, sometimes i start to think, why am i such a loner? hahaha.... my circle quite small. be it social, or life. pple always say, "itz you yourself make yourself lidat one mah.". wellz, true enough, but i dun bother to explain myself here. anyway, when pple meet difficulty, a big part of it is always because they brought it upon themselves.

lotsa dilemmas... sianz...

want to have more time for myself, but module stuffs are getting tougher and cannot fully let it go
want to join other things to enlarge my social circle or do some different things, but time dun allow
want to be less of a loner, but most of the time i prefer to be alone
and etc

yawnz... sianz sianz sianz



okay, tml study simulation and supply chain modelling. then can start doing tutorials liaoz.